An Open Apology

..Some things I’ve said, and some things I haven’t.  Quiscas después de analizar todos mis pensamientos, se aparease la verdad.

I’m sorry for how I treated you. I know it wasn’t right but you have to understand my position as well.  I mean, sure, in retrospect, I suppose I didn’t have to do what I did, behave as I did, but you and I both know that time was very rough for me.

I mean, yeah, I was drawn out by my curiosity.  And eventually, it did get the better of me, but we both went our own ways and the past is past.  I know you were good to me, reliable, some may even say loving, you have to see that I appreciated that very much.

When I lost you, I was so sad.  I didn’t know what to do, and what was worse is that it was my fault.  Because of my actions you were forced to part my side, and I know it was hard for both of us, but in the end, I think it only made us stronger….or at least for me.

It’s no secret I’ve been with others, but you’ll always be my first.  I will always hold a special place in my heart, regardless of what I might say.  There is nothing quite like a first love, and I have to say I’m glad you were my first.  So long as you’ll allow me to, I’ll continue to take care of you and treat you nice, like I know you like it.  I guess what I’m trying to say is, Ted, my 2000 Ford Escort, I love you.